Life is pretty boring dont you tink so... its like a tape recorder... it plays and rewind... play and rewind... im literally sick or life... haiz...Saturday december 5, 2009. tats today. exactly 8 mre days and we're 1year old.. but y are we still behaving like kids? i wonder.
im so freaking stress right nw and my mood aint in the right mode... i need my personal space. i need it to breathe....
Its easy for one to apologize... but its nt easy for me to just forgive and forget.... im trying.. i am... really....
anyway my plan for yesterday was sooooo mendak... haiz.. meet the usual ppl! zul, yan, fir and jat... lepaking with my yew tee bros. and dang i left my phone with zul!
i bet "he" might be calling and smsing and assuming things... haiz. another day of fight is my prediction.... cause i knw he gonna accuse me here and there even though i told him i need my own time.....
signing off
ayie
by AyiE | 1:55 AM in | comments (0)
Hmm well this is my outfit for halloween... Kuda Kepang remix, Javanese ghost... with and without the mask
Puppy love will last average around 3-5 months. 3 months is what i will call the ‘honeymoon’ period. That’s where true colors wont surface yet. That’s exactly the time when you will tend to only see the good things about your partner. Bad sides of your partner rarely surfaces and is carefully hide. Not until the ‘honeymoon’ period ends.
After the ‘honeymoon’ period, all the bad(hopefully not as bad) will start to surface. You will then notice all the negative side of your partner. Be it attitude, habits, or etiquette or anything else. From this on, the way you talk to each other(used to be very romantic and changed to not as romantic etc), the number of times you meet each other, the attitude towards each other and the list goes on.
Maintaining your relationship is very important if you love your partner and don’t want to lose him/her. But as the saying goes, ‘it takes two to clap’. Meaning to say that, both of you have to actually put in effort to maintain your relationship. Arguments are common in any relationship(Tell me if you can find me any couple that has been together for years and has never argued). So the both of you, hopefully the both of you are reading this, have to bear in mind that even if there are any arguments don’t ever ask for a break up.
Learn to cool down. Think about the argument. Sit down and discuss with each other. If you don’t like what your partner did(he/she went out with another person etc), express how you feel about it. Tell your partner why you don’t like and give all the reasons. And as for the partner, learn to listen first and reply later. Don’t react on impulse. Digest first and think about it.
Tell your partner of all the beautiful things that you like about him/her. And then tell him/her what you don’t really like with reasons to why is that so. Ask your partner about what he/she does and doesn’t like about you so that the both of you can change with each other. Give chances and don’t ever break promises.
Surprise your partner! Yes, everybody loves surprises. Write a poem if you have never done so and make sure that it’s original and it’s from the bottom of your heart. Again I say honesty is important. Or you can try buy him/her presents on random and put in front his/her doorstep or office. Write a hand-written letter about how much you treasure him/her. Be creative and think of a great surprise.
Don’t forget to frequently remind each other that you love each other. People tend to not really tell each other about how much they love and care for each other after certain times. If you are one of them, it’s time to bring back the old days.
Spend time with each other more often. If you’re busy, don’t forget to text and call. Show your concerns towards each other. Don’t tell me you can’t take a few short seconds to text your loved ones if you can do other things. Go out on days you are not working.Play board games like Monopoly,Uno,or do anything that’s fun. Try something new. Go kite-flying, cycling, ice skating. Anything you can think of instead of always catching the movies and stuffs like that. Be different!
Keep photos of each other. Lots of photos like a few albums and more! So that each time you see the photos, you will have good everlasting memories of each other. And i must repeat, don’t ever think about breakup if you argue. Cool down and come to a conclusion. There’s bound to be a solution for every problem.If your partner gets angry, don’t get all angry too. Why? Because bombs and bombs will cause a huge explosion. It will be another war..! Let your partner cool down first and then talk about it.
Signing off
AyiE
Hey yall people! i knw its been a long time since i updated my blog! been busy with life, literally... Facing loads of problems but finally i think im feeling rather relax now and trying to enjoy my life to the fullest. I realised that i have my FM clans, and also my Kompang friends to pamper me and make me realised how friendly, and approachable kinda person i was. I have been stressed with all my problems and this lead me to neglect all my friends who have been there for me when i need them. Im sorry for all my action but i can assure you i will be the afad or ayie whom you used to know.
Just go easy on me and i can assure you nothing will happen...
Oh ya.. first of all... Im quite Pissed! cause by right... ill be taking my Baju Kurong on the 17th which is tmr! and i was just inform by sis tat i can only collect it on 18th instead! i was like wtf! how can like that! it clashed with my POT LUCK @ ECP! darn it! maner ader time sey nak collect baju, abeh nak masak, then nak kene gi tampinese jumper Candy, Nwrl, Apian and andree.... Aiyo....how arh how??
Secondly, im looking forward for 18th Sept! Frozefm will be having a POT LUCK @ ECP with the dj! Im gonna cook Kway Teow Goreng and bring some cake! Weeeeeee~
Thirdly... After 3 weeks! My rooms are CLEANED!!!! and getting ready for raya... but still sad cause my Baju kurong is not DONE YET!!
Fourth! im still awaiting for my present from my sister!
Fifth, wanna say i enjoyed having iftar with Fadstar and some frozefm Friends!....
Events COming Up:
PS. Still awaiting for 25th September 2009. Muackx
by AyiE | 12:16 AM in | comments (0)
Its the first day of ramadan and god already gave me alot of obstacle.... "sesungguhnya aku berpuasa". I really had a bad day today.... fought with my area manager, shop manager and also some customer.... i keep saying "sesunnguhnya aku berpuasa" to keep my self down and prevent me from having anger cause it will cause sin... if its a sin tat have been made by your own will.... the punishment will be worst then the sin you make by syaitan influence. so yea.... i have a great plan this ramadan.... its a time for me to realise my mistake and ask for forgiveness.... and by malam lailatu qadar, i shud have finish the whole book of the holy quran. I prayed to allah asking for forgiveness, asking to give me to have faith in my self for he have sent a disease for me to live with, asking him to give ar rahman (mercy) on me.... and to be truthfull to all my muslim brother and sis.
Its tickle me knowing that even this month of ramadhan, there are still people who will find fault from one muslim brother.... arent we suppose to do good deeds in this month of ramadhan?? haiz... maybe this is just an obstacle.... ill pray hard so that i can over come this obstacle insya allah....
wal taufiq wal hidaya wasalam.
dzul
In the Qur’an, the times for fasting during Ramadan are clearly set. One must fast from an hour before daybreak until sunset. Since this is the clear direction of the Qur’an, this is how most Muslims observe the 30 days of Ramadan. Usually Muslims who are fasting in observance of Ramadan take a light meal prior to daylight. In the evening they eat again. Part of this ritual fasting is to help take the focus on worldly things so the mind and heart are redirected toward spiritual things. In some ways the month of Ramadan is similar to Rosh Hashanah, because it marks a time of spiritual renewal and commitment toward becoming a better follower of one’s religion. By fasting, and as well abstaining from sexual practice during the day the focus is on renewing one’s commitment to God and to Islam. Not everyone must fast during Ramadan. Women who are pregnant or nursing need not fast. The elderly also may not fast. Children’s ages when they begin the fast differ according the interpretation of the specific Muslim sect. Some mark the age at 10, while others more generally state that the fast should be undertaken by any undergoing puberty. Those who have medical conditions that might be disturbed by fasting are usually not required to fast. Renewing one’s commitment to God is not only solemn but as well celebratory, and a typical evening meal will include sweet treats like dates or candies. The nights of Ramadan are meant to be joyous family times, just as the days are meant to be times of contemplation and additional prayer. Fasting during Ramadan, and breaking the fast at night, called the iftar, is a sacrifice to God. Muslims not only renew their commitment to God but also dwell on those who may through necessity forgo food on a regular basis, such as the poor. Fasting is thought to sanctify a person, but one does not derive spiritual benefit if he or she breaks certain Islamic laws. Hurting someone else, lying, being greedy, falsely testifying against someone, or denouncing someone are very specific sins that are thought to be especially evil during Ramadan. Part of this is based on the Islamic belief that Ramadan is a time when the devils of the world are contained and cannot influence a person to evil. This means committing a sin during Ramadan cannot be excused as demonically influenced. Instead, the person sins without influence and from the heart, which is far worse than sins caused by temptation of devils. The iftar is sometimes mistakenly believed to be a time when people gobble up their food and eat in excess to prepare for fasting the next day. Actually, meals before dawn and after dark should be light. To overeat would represent greed and thus be sinful.
by AyiE | 6:52 AM in | comments (0)
Revolution Flair, its a talent contest... well im not participating it... Hell no.. what talent do i have... but im puting this up because i was the one who design it! LOL... yea im proud of it... well its nt tat good... but at least i try... was just giving a helping hand for a friend of mind whom organise it... LOL... anyway for the past few days, ive been focusing on my work... work... and work.... saving money to rent a house.. LOL... wanna try to feel how its like to be literally independent.... so yea..... anyway im getting promote soon.... yea i knw its tat fast!!! yay me! hahaz, its a job well done for me i guess.... and oh ya.... sis cut my hair yesterday after i accidentally trim it wrongly.... here's her art work.. LOL..
Cool rite!! i knw... mohawk! and guess wat... thanks to her.. many ppl actually compliment on it... and nt to mention... they even touch my head to feel the shaved area.... LOL... haikle say mcm rasa nonok baru abes shave.... wakaka.... well i dunno if its true.... dun even wish to knw... Anyway wira anasir (kompang) have already merge with SPT (Stubborn Paradise Team) which i dun really like cause u knw... cutting are.. erm so the non innocent group... i am innocent u knw.. so yea.... it will be hard for us to recruit new member nw.... anyway this is a Identity card i design for my group...
haha dunno if others like it... so yea.... well i gtg... working in a few hours time.. so yea
signing out...
DAJ
Now I know that I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your?
And I know there's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change
So many bright lights to cast a shadow, but can I speak?
Well, is it hard understanding I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding, I get so weak
A love that's so demanding, I can't speak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
Can you see my eyes are shining bright
?Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror and I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding I'm incomplete?
A love that's so demanding I get weak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say
I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
(How can I see, I see you lying)
'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying)
With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying)
Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying)
Asleep or dead!
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead!
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead!
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead!)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead!)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead!)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead!)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead!)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
The lyrics to the song....
Going back to the corner,
where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag,
I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard
Got your picture in my hand
Saying "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"
Some try to hand me money
They don't understand,
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense
What else can I do?
How can I move on
when I'm still in love with you?
Cause' if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
Then you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street,
So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
Policeman says "Son you cant stay here"
I say there's someone I'm waiting for if its a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground,
even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind,
this is the first place she will go
Cause' if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
Then you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street,
So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
People talk about the guy,
thats waiting in on a girl
Woooaah -oooh
There are no holes in his shoes,
But a big hole in his world
Oooooh
Maybe I'll get famous for the man who can't be moved,
and maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news,
and you'd come running to the corner,
Cause' you'll know its just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who cant be moved
Cause' if one day you wake up,
and find that your missing me,
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
(Cause' if one day you wake up,
and find that your missing me,
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street)
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag; I'm not gonna move
by AyiE | 12:44 PM in | comments (0)
July 2nd is the day i was born and this year is the first year in my entire life celebrated my birthday with the person whom i really love... thx dear, i really appreciate all the effort that you have put. and also sorry for not updating as all of you shud probably knw, ive already start working full time at some retail outlet.... anyway would like to thank my froze dj and fans who give me a suprise birthday celebration on the 3rd July. anyhoos i was hoping to celebrate my birthday with my july babies boos... Mardy. rasyidi and amran.... but sadly when they go for the outing... i wasnt even invited.... it's been promised to go out together and celebrate as a group but for some reason they celebrated it without me..... well to be honest i am dissapointed but well.. tats life and i cant do anything abt it.... cause some ppl choose who to be their friends and there's always favoritism. or just being bias. July is a mix and match feeling for me... some are happy one... and some are way too upset for me....
Some people say friendship is forever and some simply say friends come and go..... im beginning to think tat friends come and go.... cause their action prove me enough... correct me if im wrong pls.... and also if friends forget about friends, why bother being friends? and its not worth being friends if you cant really treasure your own friends... enough said la.... im not gonna be moody and stuff......
i got work to do later..... and oh ya... i already got 2 compliment from customer! hahaz... well am i good or am i just good...
signing off
AyiE
It has been a tiring and long week for me.... sorry for not updating my blogs cause my schedule is pack. Ever since i start working... my body have been aching... and ive been feeling tired eversince... i dun have the time to meet my friends, and even my own syg.... i really miss him badly... with him having hia ROTA, and NDP training and with me having a full time job trying to secure my financial state.... so yea.... for those of u who are still wondering where am i working at.. i wont be able to tell u soon.. hehe... cause i dun like ppl to disturb me while working or ask for discount... but i really hope someone can come down and have a break with me. cause i will usually eat alone... :( kesian gitu......
anyway i gtg
signing off
Dzul
Dah lama tak berjumpa
Rindu rasa hati
Inginku bertemu denganmu
Biarpun hati ini
Menyatakan benci
Namun hakikat
Kau masihku sayang
Mengapa kita berjumpa
Dan mengapa kita bercinta
Niat hatiku nak kekal lama
Hidup denganmu wahai kasih
Niat hatiku tak nak berpisah
Apakan daya jodoh tiada
Kenangan demi kenangan
Menjelma diingatan
Sukarnya melupakan dirimu
Rintihan demi rintihan
Menyeksakan hidupku
Aku derita... keranamu
Oh kekasih
Sungguh tidakku sangka
Akhirnya begini
Sebuah ikatan asmara
Engkau yang aku sayang
Yang aku kasihi
Mungkinkah bersatu kembali
by AyiE | 11:12 AM in | comments (0)
What happen to "lets go for our honeymoon", Lets rent a house and stay togethere, When i have a car and at night if u are hungry i fetch u for supper.... all those romantic tat suppose to happen wont be happening i guess.... I dont even know what wrong have i done to deserve all this... oh allah swt, i pray to you... i seek rahman and rahim from you. Pls make me stronger...and pls answer my prayer....
I always, out of pure stupidity (and resist to learn the most important lesson in life), put 100% in every relationship that i get into. Altho i tell my self time and again that i need to reserve 20% and only put in 80% in any relationship so that i can rebounce back into perfect shape with that 20%. BUT my emotional self refuses to listen to my inner thoughts. I still offer 100% and i think i will continue to offer that. Nah, I'll offer 99%. 1% to remain alive to start munching on alcohol...
by AyiE | 2:58 AM in | comments (0)
Some 2,500 pink-attired supporters of gay rights gathered in a park in Singapore on Saturday, to form a pink dot, which was photographed from a nearby building."
anyway all of us did enjoy our self there... and our voguelicious friends also came down to perform for this particular event.... coolios.....
here are some picture of us.....
This is NOT a protest nor a parade, just a simple call for open-minded Singaporeans to come together to form a pink dot, of which aerial photographs will be taken. This pink dot is a celebration of diversity and equality, and a symbol of Singapore's more inclusive future.
Venue: The field at Hong Lim ParkDate & Time: May 16 (Sat), 4.30pm
What to wear: Pink (caps, hats, glasses, sunglasses and accessories are recommended)
What to bring: Anyone who supports the freedom of LGBT Singaporeans to love
What to expect: Pink umbrellas will be provided with a donation; the human pink dot will be formed by around 5pm and a photograph will be taken from a vantage point nearby.
To pledge your attendance, please click here
For updates, please join Pink Dot Sg on facebook
For queries, please email pinkdotsg@yahoo.com
This event is 100% legal; no registration is required.
by AyiE | 5:11 AM in | comments (0)
I once told a friend of mine, that life is not perfect if there's no problem in it. In order for it to be perfect, you must face some problem. Cause if there's no problem in life.... then that is not Life. Every life, there lies a problem.... but with every problem there lies a solution cause god is fair.
But its actually up to us as an individual to look for the solution... cause all of us have a choice to make... its either u choose to, or u choose not to. but then again the decision is urs. Being wise is not as easy nor its not impossible..... With the faith of god (if u have one) everything is Possible.
Actually, as i am typing this, im also wondering... why the heck am i wasting time typing all this nonsense! lol.....
Anyway im here to update la.... but i just have no idea what to update.... well.. anyway... im sooo looking forward for this coming 13May.... no its not my bdae... but its the day tat im gonna celebrate with my masyam....We've been together for almost 5mths now and its still holding strong. Though we often fight and have alot of misunderstanding.... we are still holding on. To be honest and truth.... this is the most challenging relationship that im experiencing out of my 8 years of being a homosexuallity.... but there's no way im gonna give up....like what i mention above... "Every life, there lies a problem.... but with every problem there lies a solution cause god is fair." keep moving forward....
Im already thankful and happy with what i have now.... i feel almost complete..... well wat more do i want? hmmm i actually want to make as many friends as possible... in malay there's a phrase "Pergi ke warung membeli makan.... Sesudah makan, pinggan di basoh, Biarlah kita mencari rakan.... janganlah kita membuat musuh"....
i also wanna thank my masyam for being there for me when i need him... also who force me to spurt my problem out and stressing the message to me that he is willing to hear me out... and for that im grateful and lucky to have u as my guy...
well i think i say enough.. cause im kinda lazy to type things out.. so yea.. till then...
signing off
Dzul'Anderlade Junior
haha, would like to congrats zulhelmi hasbi for making thru the 1st round of Audition for Anugerah 2009 that was held at East Point on 2nd May 2009. and also we wish him all the best for the UPCOMING audition...... PONDAN POWER org kate... lol....
its about time for me to declare tat ive lost in this life. Its getting meaningless every single day, There was once a gentlemen told me tat "There is no obstacles bigger than a man, as god gives us test and hardship for many reasons. but never will he gives us those that are too big for us to overcome. thus we are strong enough to solve and go thru whatever that comes our way." But i wonder if its really true.... if it is... howcome im facing an obstacle tat sumtime can be as big as a mountain... if small problem keep on showing up... and if it stack on each other... sooner or later it will get bigger.... bigger for u to overcome it....
Well im not proud of anything but facing the fact that im dying in 7 years time due to my blood disorder, there are still some ass hole who want to ruin my life by spreading rumours that im HIV+ and have std.
My life is already Ruin and now they are trying to ruin my reputation too???
i cant sleep at night, eat my meals just bcause of this problems cause it get me thinking, what wrong have i done to deserve this treatment!
It easy for ppl to say "Just forget about it" or "dont think to much about it" but its literally difficult to do tat.... cause u might not knw what will this ppl be talking about next.
Im grateful and thankful to all my friends who have been supporting me and giving me the comfort that i need, especially to my lovely masyam.... but im sad to say tat till the case is not settle, ur comfort and support is just not enough to ease my mind.......but i do appreciate it....
well thats not the only problem im facing, another big problems i have is financial wise. I m still looking for Job.... i need money to support my self but recession period simply ruin alot of job opportunity. i dun want my masyam to think tat im treating him like ATM, cause im NOT.... haiz...
Life is simply sux arh.. really....
now my masyam need his own time... and i got no ONe to comfort me.... haiz...
signing off
AyiE
Okie... been a long time since i hang around with my NS friends... those ppl who entertain me throughout the PBOC and SSO courses.... one of them is staying so closed to me but yet we rarely meet up. So since today there's an opportunity for us to meet up... we decided too... just to catch up on some things..... we had our early dinner at long john and then walk all the way to one fullurton starbuck and hang around there...
it was kinda fun.... well suprisingly it does ease my mind....
anyhooos.... im logging off nw
kinda tired... EARTH HOUR IS TMR! DO NOT FORGET TO VOTE FOR EARTH!
signing off
AyiE
Adakah diriku kau tak perlu lagi
Adakah cintaku kau tak perlu lagi
Adakah dirimu dah berubah hati terhadap diriku
Adakah insan lain bertakhta di hatimu
Hinggakan dirimu mengubah cintamu
Manakah janjimu yang kau beri dulu kepada diriku
Kau pernah berkata cintamu adalah selama-lamanya
Bulan menjadi saksi pada malam itu
Kau kata kau cinta
Sayangku dengarlah rintihan hatiku
Ingin kau kembali seperti dahulu
Kenangan di jiwa membuat ku rindu kepada dirimu
Kau pernah berkata cintamu adalah selama-lamanya
Bulan menjadi saksi pada malam itu
Kau kata kau cinta
Kiranya diriku kau tak perlu lagi
Simpanlah kenangan cinta kita di hati
Walaupun sukar, ku akur kali ini
Biarlah ku pergi
Maafkanlah ku bertanya
by AyiE | 12:57 PM in | comments (0)
This year, a world global election is taking place, An election between earth and global warming.
Its not about what country you're from but what planet you're from.
Your Light switch is your vote.
We're aiming for 1 Billion vote for earth. Because our planet is worth saving.
Vote earth by simply switching off your light for 1 hour.
and Join the world for Earth Hour.
Saturday March 28, from 8.30pm to 9.30pm
Bring your picnic rug and food basket to enjoy a simple and fun time with us, as we witness the first ever blackout of buildings in Singapore!
Date: 28th March 2009
Time: 5:00pm-9:30pm
Venue: Esplanade Park
5.00pm – Opening of the Green Carnival
5.30pm - Dawn Syndrome Association dance performance, Lila Drums Djembe Project and Miss Earth eco-fashion show among other groups
7.30pm- Concert hosted by Gold 90.5FM DJs and performances by Reverie, Dawn Ho, Michaela Therese & Wynne Sandosham of Soul Circle
8.30pm – Earth Hour countdown and lights off!
Followed by another hour of concert in the dark hosted by Gold 90.5FM DJs!
Free of charge! - No registration required
Earth Hour Event:
Sponsored by SingTel,
In partnership with
Leo Burnett, Microsoft, NParks, Starcom, Weber Shandwick,
Supported by EcoSingapore, Gold 90.5FM and Scouts Association of Singapore.
Earth Hour 2009 by WWF - Sign up for Earth Hour!
by AyiE | 12:51 AM in | comments (0)
haha i just took a quiz and this is all about me... and its rather true... weird... but indeed its the truth....
View on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
by AyiE | 11:34 AM in | comments (0)
Ive always wanted to go on a honey moon with my hubby... and guess wat... it gonna come true. This year for the first time i celebrate my birthday, im gonna celebrate it at a resort in batam with my HUBBY as a holiday vacation/honey moon for us! oh gosh, this will be the BEST birthday present im gonna have! well lets not put on hope yet... cause i dunno if the plan will come to reality but hell im excited!!! here's the preview of the resort tat ill be going with my sweet lil brownie.....
signing off
ayie
by AyiE | 2:12 PM in | comments (0)
So... on the 28feb... WE DID go for the trip to UBIN... lol.. im really AMAZED that brownie plan actually came into reality! nt saying that his plan always failed but.. most of the time i guess... LOL... fickle minded boy! oh well i still love him! LOL....
Anyway went there around afternoon, took the bum boat ($2.50, pay to the boat man) and head towards ubin... it was kinda nice to ride on the bum boat... if only the weather is sunny... cause i was kinda drizzling when were on it...but still i enjoyed it...
so upon reaching Ubin... we took the map and rent a bicycle... well... for safety reason, we took erm a good quality bike.. obviously the rental wud be a lil bit more expensive... $10per bike. cause to me, when come adventuring... safety is always first. so we took the wheeler... wanted to rent the Giant... but to think again.. its only for a day... so yay! we got a bike... it was kinda funny seeing my hubby ride the bike... cause erm the bike is rather big and tall and OBVIOUSLY he is short.... LOL.....
We wonder around the island on our bike and after 3hours of exhausting ride, we headed back to the main land....
we decided to head to home.. to wash up and meet again in the evening for dinner... he was soooo excited cause he thought of bringing me to a Steam boat at Chong Pang which located @ Kallang. so i meet up brownie again at 7.30pm kallang... and we headed to the SO CALL chong pang steam boat... LOL... and when we reach.... to our suprise... the shop was not there... wait... not only the shop... but!!! the BUILDING!! was no longer there.... LOL.... well i can understand if the shop have close down or move.... but not the BUILDING it self... its like... one day u go to dhoby ghaut and thought of going to plaza singapura.... when u reach... the PLAZA SINGAPURA is not there... only flat land.... WEIRD rite? yet hilarious... and u shud see brownie expression he was like... so paiseh... and cute... hehehe... and he ask me where to head now...
so we head to orchard.. taking a cab there and i tell u i cant stop laughing thinking abt a building tat gone missing! lol.....
and oh ya... we head to center point to eat... with CONFIDENT, he claim tat there's a KFC there... cause initally i wanted to eat KFC cause of cheese fries... BUT there WASNT any KFC there.. lol.. so we choose long John instead... so yea... tats abt it.. so after we ate... we meet up with alfian and wan... and lepak at SMU.... and god.. by then im feeling soooooo LETHARGIC.... hahaz... so we headed home... taking the night rider.... oh well tat's about it.... the rest i leave it up to the pic for explanation.. afterall picture says a thousand words...
signing off AyiE.
by AyiE | 12:23 PM in | comments (0)
i knw i haven been updating my blog... so now im trying to. lol... but the question is... whats there for me to update?? WELL ever since i started working... my life will be erm... very.... boring.... MONDAY TO FRIDAY, work from 10am to 3pm. then go home, check my mail, online msn and wait till masyam go back home, cam with him, talk to him on phone and off to bed.... LOL... boring i knw.... but i did have some fun on the weekend, by going to mum hse or even meet up with my masyam! erm....well i guess tats all for NOW... erm below are some pic for u to view... lol....
Gift for my masyam, on our 2nd mth anniversary cum valentine
Karaoke with my sis and her boi @ my mum hse... LOL... and lastly... tanning with my masyam! hehe....
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 12:44 AM in | comments (0)
The last of FABULOUS....
Coming up next.... SUPERSTAR SUNDAY! @ ZIRCA!
the only EVENT @ ZIRCA that allow 18 and above to attend!
by AyiE | 11:41 AM in | comments (0)
Heya ppl! haha, gawd i knw its been along time since i updated my blog and been receiving alot of complaint from some of my reader... asking me to update my blog.. lol.. okie here's an update for u then! ive been feeling happy and sad for the past few days, also got my self a new job and my masyam have been there for me when i need! hahaz
anyway, went out with masyam and friends yesterday... an outing @ sentosa! lol... was hoping to get sun tanned, but the sun never show up... lol.... u knw wat i mean... so we just laze around, play frisbee or knwn as flying saucer to masyam.. LOL... and mandi laut!.... was quite exhausted though.. lol... anyway im still tired and later on going st james! hahaz... well gtg...
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 12:56 PM in | comments (0)
Visited bie yesterday, gawd.. i felt pity by just looking at him...but im happy for my self cause i make the effort and time just to visit him... and also got the chance to see his mom... hehee... bie, i hope u recover very soon aite.... well he gonna be discharged in like a few hours time and hope he will have enough rest....
4 more days to 13, counting down.....
luv u bie! Muackx....
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 5:28 AM in | comments (0)
in 2 hours time... my syg will be going through his operation, i shall pray for him for the best. i luv u bie... muacks...
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 5:14 AM in | comments (0)
I... am a cancerian... and this is the defination of cancer...
the sign Cancer is symbolized by the Crab.
Your sign's element is Water. Cancer is ruled by the moon
You are emotional, intuitive, sympathetic and moody. You enjoy shopping and visiting with friends. Cancer is sentimental, sensitive, and needs to have a sense of security. Cancer may be interested in politics even if it's only on the local level. You tend to over protect what is yours. Cancer is intensely romantic and has a vivid imagination. Your home and family are very important to you.
Possible negative aspects of the sign Cancer:
You can be cruel, grasping, weak, possessive, domineering, timid, lazy and tend toward brooding and cynicism.
My bf is a libra.... and this is libra defination.
The sign Libra is symbolized by the balanced Scales.
Your sign's element is Air. Libra is ruled by the planet Venus
You are naturally refined and neat. Libra has a strong sense of good taste and a desire for peace. Attractive surroundings are necessary for peace of mind. Libra is very fair and just and tries to maintain a proper balance. Libra is artistic, musical, level headed, sympathetic, perceptive and generous. Manners and other niceties are important to Libra. You have a strong need to share with others.
Possible negative aspects of the sign Libra:
You can be gossipy, critical, and bitter. You like to pry into other peoples affairs, and you can be very moody at times...
lol... signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 3:28 PM in | comments (0)
Ok... ive been a good boy lately by staying at home.. but HEY am always good rite? (watever eh ayie) Im jobless and been trying my best to seek for job but luck is always not on my side. Well i need money to support my self as everyone knws, im not supported by my parents execpt my brownie... but then honestly, i feel guilty for letting him tanggung my financial.. so things have to change... i gotta work to support my self, i cant always depend on him and i shall not take advantage of him. And also... im rather worried for him... well going ops on thursday and up till date, he is still not feeling well... haiz... rashes la, batok la, flu la...
bie.. pls take care of ur self...
anyway i miss those days where u will sms me before u mkn, sms me when u reach home, sms me asking if im alright and sms me good morning greetings... where have all those days gone? im not saying anything ... i just miss it....
and last night due to my lung infection... i gt difficulties in breathing sia... feel like asking sumone to shaft a blower in my lung and blow air so that my lung can be filled... LOL..and my chest was so painful like as if ive been shot by taurus 85 .38caliber revolver! yea... haiz.... get well soon ayie (am saying this to my self cause nobody is saying it to me) and get well soon syg and all the best for the ops..... Muackx... luv u soo much.... i knw u knw that....
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 8:50 AM in | comments (0)
If it didn't bring you joy
just leave it behind
Let's ring in the new year
with good things in mind
Let every bad memory
that brought heartache and pain
And let's turn a new leaf
with the smell of new rain
Let's forget past mistakes
making amends for this year
Posting you these greetings
to bring you hope and cheers...
Happy new Year.....
New year celebration with brownie was a blast! honestly I didnt expect my lil brownie to ask me out even though ive been hoping for it... lol... anyway watch fireworks with brownie and friends at the esplanade.... and im telling you, the crowd management there is totally sux to the core.. almost pick a fight with the certis cisco police officer... our belonging and friends are at esplanade and this stupid officer refuse to let us enter esplanade premises... wtf right? lol... and after the fire work... meet up with brownie tarian member.... they are fun! i like hanging out with them... lol.... make me laugh till my ball goes to my throat to shut me off.... lol... anyway my latest resolution for this year is to make this year better then any other past year.... and i start my new year with a happy one... and i hope it shall remain for the remaining years....
Happy new year to my brownie and readers..
and i love u loads my brownie... and thanks....
Here's the video of the firework.. god u can hear brownie saying happy new year no. of times... let us watch and count how many times he say happy new year... LOL...
signing off
AyiE
