Here's the latest update... christmas party at Gabby o is Cool... haha.. god i was drunk.. LOL..
well more pic coming up....

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AyiE...

LOVE MY BROWNIE VERY MUCH...

Haiz... im sooo nt in the mood for everthing la.... am pissed....

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AyiE

"Don't let go, keep holding on.
Don't say no, This isn't wrong.

I need you, and I can't forget.
This feeling that you make me get.

Maybe I should let go, and say good-bye.
But, we have a chance, there's no reason why.

Do you love me too? Or is it just a line?
A line to choke down with sour red wine?

The taste of your warm lips, crashing down on mine.
As our hearts and bodies intertwine.

They say you aren't right, but that's my choice.
They can't make up my mind, they can't take my voice.

So, I ask you now, I've made up my mind.
Do you promise and swear to always be mine?"

Yesterday was an enjoyable yet memorable day for me and brownie.. hehe.. gawd everyday is a new day and exciting day.... making me feel very anxious the moment i open my eye from my beauty sleep.... My lil brownie is still not feeling well and im rather worried for him... brought him to TTSH yesterday and the doc says he have a throat infection and gave him loads of medication... ah amik ko obat... lol... and after tat went to makan at marina food loaf...

and u knw what.. nvr in my life i appreciated a guy sooo much like my lil brownie and there will be no way that im gonna take advantage of him... for he have help me alot... i can say tat he is a true guy tat ive been searching all this while.... cause he met all the requirement tat i have in guy.. lol... only thing is tat his puntuality... i can tell u... haiz hancur! ello bie.. i waited for u like 1hour 15min yesterday can? hahaz... but understand... org sakit kan... so tak leh di salah kan...

saturday going out again with brownie! weee.... and god knws where were heading to... always impromtu plan... lol....

k la... i guess i gtg.... to my readers... i knw i sound mushy on every sentence on my blog.. but i cant help it.... im deeply in love with my brownie

and as for my brownie..... ur sweet so pls take care of ur self and get well soon bie...

signing off
AyiE.....

Am doing this out of boredome but with love.... lol... y am i editting his picture! urgh shud be editting mine! nt his! aiyo...

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AyiE

Missing u loads bie...

yay.... i have fullfill my new year resolution even before new year it self... which is to settle down of course... since im attached... there are a few promises i have to make to my self..... first and for most... i gotta die down on clubbing UNLESS my hubby is with me... cause urgh... there's still some guy asking my no. la and also flirting with me... and i feel rather guilty if i were to follow the flow... and knowing im attached... so yea.. gotta die down on clubbing.... also gotta stop logging in to my guys for men acct. cause i see no point of me logging in there since i gt my brownie... and oh ya... no more IRC for me... my funtime is over! weee~...

u knw wat bie... im happy with all the things i have now and with u around... im always feel secure and also feel beloved.... though u gotta improve on ur puntuality!! ahahaz...

and yea... ur going for ur ops on january... so please take care of ur self k...

There's not a word tat can describe my love for u.... oh gawd.... im so thanking him for making me knowing u... muackx.. luv u dear..

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AyiE

Oh gawd... my lil brownie make his effort to meet me after his work! im so touch... he sooo sweet la.... but kecian dier.... penat.... and damn he look damn hot la in his Uniform... hehee...
also mommy gabby'o is there.... mak ayam nyah.... slalu ader kan kalau anak ikan ader... wakakaka...

gawd my lil brownie so cute.... i can count my self as the luckiest person living on earth to have him by my side...

anyway am tooo tired... ill update soon...

Signing off
AyiE....

Loving my Brownie more as time pass....

Gawd... been going out with my lil brownie since FRIDAY! and damn im enjoying every moment of it especially with Mommy gabby'o and zul t.m is around! well lets recall wat we did on friday... december 12.... hmmm oh ya... went to mustaffa center cause brownie need to look for his victoria secret body mist... lol... sampai ke mustaffa center kepe.... and as usual... he was late... well at least not 2 hours late! this time is only 45minutes!... lol... zul have to wait for him 30minutes.... Syg.. syg... ini lah org kater.... janji melayu... LOL.....

anyway after that... we headed to Bugis... and damn i was starving.... once reaching... we waited for rykle... but ended up... Mazlan came first.... (didnt expect him to show up) so we headed to the chicken rice stall to eat!

HEAVEN fell right on earth... finally get to eat.... so while eating... rykle arrived and my lil brownie go and fetch him at the MRT station.... after eating... we headed to Haji lane for our shissha session... and on the way... we waited for tini near raffles hospital...

and so we had our shisha session and gabby'o arrive at 1am.... and we had another shisha and ate some turkish food... LOL...

anyway we lepak till 3am and headed out to city hall to catch our night rider... and then home sweet home......



Well the next following day.... went outing with my lil brownie again... and then headed to club.... and yerp we are officially together! Weeee..... anyway by now... im already feeling lethargic... and yes am getting some sleep.... hehe... will update soon....

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AyiE

AFter 3years of single.... gawd i guess he have answered my prayer... he have given me once again the opportunity to love and be loved.... i finally found someone who i think im settling down with.... Though the guy im with is flirtatious.... but slowly i have to gain trust in him.... isnt that wat relationship is all about.... trusting each other.... and also being sincere, loyal and commitment must be presence in relationship... anyway the guy im with is Arief.... my cute lil brownie... sooner or later this blog will be made private to prevent any controversy.... anyway here is my lil devilicangel....

Gawd i love him...

signing off
AyiE

Yesterday was the most memorable and fun night i have... and i would really love to thank Gabby'O from the btm of my heart.... he who have spend his precious off day with me for more then 12 freaking hours la! tats the most wonderful thing tat ANY of my friends have done! Well.. we went out at 5pm... and then we headed home at 6AM! wow im telling u... i had a fucking great time! PUAS dok! Hilang semuer stress aku....Well we went jln2 from raffles city to marina square.. then off to BUGIS... looking for my boots.... hahaz.. and then impromtu plan... went to Haji lane and have shissha session la sey... gawd i got high while having the mix fruit mint shissha... lol.... how i wish arief was there.... i bet things will get erm... OUT OF CONTROL... lol.... we had 2 shissha.. one is the strawberry mint and the second was the Mix fruit mint..... also order potato wedge and dunno god knows what i drink.. it taste like hollic though... anyway we lepak at tat area till 2am and we decided to walk down to orchard road la.... trying to see the NIGHT life in singapore... and gawd i tell u... ITS boring la.... after awhile we got hungry again and we headed down to the coffee club at somerset.. which open 24hrs.... hahaz... order red wine and some food.... erm.... wait wat did i order eh... i forgot.... but all of this is with the courtesy of Gabby'O... my mommy... LOL... we stayed there till 4am and decided to move on towards dhoby ghaut.... our plan is to waste our time while waiting for the first train by lepaking at the fort canning... then we decided to go to istana park instead... and play with the pond... hahaz... very refreshing...lol... we chatted and share some of our problems.... and some of our experience.. erherm if u knw what i mean... LOL.... yea... and then we took the first train at 6.07am towards Jurong East... Gabby'o alight at toa payoh while i continue my journey towards Yew tee.... here are some of the pic.... we took... hehe






And oh ya! im suppose to meet my officer SSSGT Pek today at 10... but due to the outing yesterday.. i was soooooo lethargic and slep all the way till like wat 10? haha.. was panic at the moment so msg my lil brownie telling him im soooo late... and then i msg my sir.. lol....my sir say meet him after lunch at 2.. then ok lor.. carry on sleeping.... till 1... KELANGKABUT mandi and siap2..... at last i met him at 3pm la..... and this is wat he gave me.....

My dischargement letter and most important thing is my IC la sey!!! WOOOOT.. i got back my ic... anyway i was hoping my lil brownie to meet with me soon.. cause i missed him too much.. and i think im thinking too much abt it.... "RELAX AYIE... RELAX...."

well gotta go dudes
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AyiE

Okok.. i knw.. its been a long time since i last blog..... hmmm.. melacca trip was postpone till next week i guess due to the celebration of Aidil Adha... Well... Before i begin posting... wud like to wish all the muslim Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha...

Anyway Hari Raya have always been a boring occasion for me.... i think i have to accept the fact that im growing OLDER... urgh.. tell me abt it... anyway took some pic yesterday... not many but a few... hahaz... well basically its either pic of me... me and my sis or me sis, mom and step dad.. hehe....

Yea tats me now! ugly i knw! hahaz....

Me and my family.. My step dad, Mum, Sis and me...

The siblers.. lol..

And a candid shot taken at Jurong East Interchange.. hahaz....

Anyway after visiting my mum hse.. decided to lepak with my friends... gosh waited for arief for bloody 2 hours la..... lucky gabby came earlier.... so went around vivo... hahaz... anyway seriously im lazy to type wat happen or where we went la... hahaz... sry u cant blame my laziness.. haha...

anyway... FABULOUS high school.. oh yea i will be there!!!

Guess WAT IM GONNA WEAR! u wont believe it! wanna knw? COME AND JOIN ME! hahaaz...

signing off
AyiE