For a moment i thought i was happy... then i think again... well infact i am happy... happy getting to know abg man and his tommy! They never fail to make me smile.... though we never met before... but the connection between us is very strong... yea...

Anyway to abg man, if ur reading this.... sorry kalau tak online dekat irc tonight cause i was away with my sis to hard rock cafe.... so i hope to meet online tonight... aper2 pls beep my hp......




Anyway, hard rock was a lady night yesterday... i knw it sound weird for me to go out on a lady night.. lol but yea eventually i did.... hmmm had 2 cup of vodka and a coke.... and HEY i know my limits.... gosh... I LOVE dancing at club BUT the songs tat play there totally SUX....and the band is no where to be average....anyway it was my first time going to warung batu keras.... lol. tats wat most of my mly friend name it... lol...Hope to club again!! and again!! No am not addicted, but i just luv dancing with loud music, remixes and a smooth dance floor.... yeap..... anyway there's sumthing i wanna tell u guys...

gay.... Nowadays rite... i can't really identify a homo guy and a hetero guy... Really, take a look at their dressing....Hetero are now dressing like a homo and yet they self proclaim tat they are not homo and anti homo (typical homophobic).... i mean like.... HELLO.... look ur self in the mirror la, Big shades? V Neck shirt with cardigan? Sling Bag from NUM??? ur outfit simply tell me tat urhahaz... if a homophobic wear the same thing like how homosexual wear.... sumthing must be wrong.....Definately... anyway... i guess thats all for now...

signing out..
AyiE

Ok... time to update my blog... but whats there to update when u been staying at home almost all the time??? So sumone, please ask me out...

anyway, my dad is out station again.... leaving me and my sis alone at home....again, this mean i'll be bored to death.... drown by boredom... so sumone, please ask me out....

I've been happy though nowadays, after knowing a few people who have always brighten up my day... U knw who u r... especially my abg abg... and yea the plan to go to MOS was not successful as AEE is kinda lazy to go and not many respond from the others.. but as what AEE has promise... he will go if there is a event next time.... "D.... Oh yea, my internet radio station is BACK online.... well its sad cause this time am going solo instead of duo... cause back in 2005 AyPilz always have 2 DJ known as AyiE which is me and Pilasco who is nw in canada... but with Pilz in canada, this mean that i have to run the show on my own.... well if u think u have wat it takes to be a DJ and willing to run my station, tell me... i create a DJ profile for you and choose a time slot and the station will be urs... but still using AyPilz IRB name... and pls dun ask if u will get paid... obviously the answer will be no... this is just part of a free time things to do, or if u have the passion for it and willing to try out.... i do this because i like doing it so.... and i dun get paid doing all this shit... hahaz... so if u are interested.. pls do tell me aite.... and if u wanna listen to my station... go to http://www.aypilz.cjb.net the broadcasting time is 8 to 10pm and 12 to 2am on Weekdays and 8 to 12 am on week end....

PLS SUPPORT MY RADIO STATION... and sumone please ask me out....

Signing off
AyiE

Yea, am back to blogging guys! is tat a good thing or bad huh?? tell me abt it.... Anyway my life have been going ups and down.... seriously..... and am beginning to feel lonely again after 7mths of being single... No am not desperate for love but i just want someone to be love and to share my ups and down with.... i knw, there's friends and ppl who are close but u can't kiss them or have sex with them can u? see... friends are just a supporting pillar who always give u moral education or advise... u can't kiss ur friend as a form of saying thank u can u??? i dun think so... sigh i have no idea what am feeling rite now... further more, my dad is just being unreasonable... i hate it actually.... and Shuk, thanks for the advice.... i really appreciate it.... anyway, i got to go now... cya guys around.... and for Pak Jut.... I'LL TAKING MY 2B AS LONG AS I HAVE THE MONEY!!!! hahaz...

Ok, when was the last time i post something in my blog? A month ago... i guess, anyway Happy Birthday to me! Yeap, well its not really a Happy celebration to me though.... like what i predict, Every year, my birthday will just be a normal Day for me.... yeap nothing special... i spend the WHOLE day at home on my bdae! and worst come to worse.... fought with my dad and sis.... wow so for a HAPPY bdae to me huh? and Noo... i didn't receive any gift but tats no big deal like as if i'm gonna accept any gift BUT i would like to thank Faliqh, Ady for meeting up with me just to give me a bdae card... i really appreciate it and also my beloved abg Fir aka Pak Bom for treating me to swensen accompany by Pak jut and his beloved dear and Khai who join in later.... Also would like to thank Elfie for spending time with me and treating me to a Quite expensive restaurant.... again i really appreciate it.... and for the others, whom i did not mention, Thank You for flooding my phone with bdae greets, i appreciate it..... Now that i am 18, i think i am more independent and there's sumthing in me need to be change or alter..... and yes, ISSAC!!!! am still waiting for u to ask me out!!!! hahaz... well tats all for now....

Signing off
AyiE