First and foremost, i would like to wish all of you a blessing new year, Hope you have a wonderful 2010 ahead.

its been ages since i updated my blog (i know) and a lot of things have happened to me which i am not certainly happy about it.

Insecureness can lead to seperation, trust me. why would you want to have a relationship when you yourself knows that you don't trust him. Also, how do you feel when you find out that your love one don't trust you.

It irritates me alot when my love one just jump to conclusion and accuse, and their main reason is just that they are being precautious. Why do you need to be precaution when you trust in your partner. I don't mind if its once a while... but everytime? i think tat is just too much. Ever heard the phrase where when a mother say no to the child, the child will indeed do it. its human reflex. The more you forbid ONE from doing thing, the more they WILL do those things you forbid them. and if you are being insecure, your love one might be afraid to be truthful to you cause everytime they want to do things that they like, you would obviously reject it, hence they have to come up with a lie just so that they can do the things that they likes. and then you will come around and says that your love one betray your trust. But in the first place, have you been easy on him.... or are you just preasurise him and expect him to do only YOUR WAY.

My relationship now is like a fishing line stretching to the maximum point of stretch, where at any moment, when a great force strike, it will just snap. and when it snap, its too late.

you can say "yala yala i will change ok" but everyone knows that it is easier to be said than done. As i mentioned earlier on, the more you feel insecure towards me, the more my love for you drift away. Its your call...

I have enuff of my dad controling me, and i dun wish to have anyone else to control me. i need you to take care of me, and accept me for who i am....

I have been feeling stress, confuse and depress lately. i really wanted to tell you that i dun like the way you treated me but i just go no guts to tell you.

Please do something about it. before its too late.