Its the first day of ramadan and god already gave me alot of obstacle.... "sesungguhnya aku berpuasa". I really had a bad day today.... fought with my area manager, shop manager and also some customer.... i keep saying "sesunnguhnya aku berpuasa" to keep my self down and prevent me from having anger cause it will cause sin... if its a sin tat have been made by your own will.... the punishment will be worst then the sin you make by syaitan influence. so yea.... i have a great plan this ramadan.... its a time for me to realise my mistake and ask for forgiveness.... and by malam lailatu qadar, i shud have finish the whole book of the holy quran. I prayed to allah asking for forgiveness, asking to give me to have faith in my self for he have sent a disease for me to live with, asking him to give ar rahman (mercy) on me.... and to be truthfull to all my muslim brother and sis.
Its tickle me knowing that even this month of ramadhan, there are still people who will find fault from one muslim brother.... arent we suppose to do good deeds in this month of ramadhan?? haiz... maybe this is just an obstacle.... ill pray hard so that i can over come this obstacle insya allah....
wal taufiq wal hidaya wasalam.
dzul
by AyiE | 12:16 AM in | comments (0)
In the Qur’an, the times for fasting during Ramadan are clearly set. One must fast from an hour before daybreak until sunset. Since this is the clear direction of the Qur’an, this is how most Muslims observe the 30 days of Ramadan. Usually Muslims who are fasting in observance of Ramadan take a light meal prior to daylight. In the evening they eat again. Part of this ritual fasting is to help take the focus on worldly things so the mind and heart are redirected toward spiritual things. In some ways the month of Ramadan is similar to Rosh Hashanah, because it marks a time of spiritual renewal and commitment toward becoming a better follower of one’s religion. By fasting, and as well abstaining from sexual practice during the day the focus is on renewing one’s commitment to God and to Islam. Not everyone must fast during Ramadan. Women who are pregnant or nursing need not fast. The elderly also may not fast. Children’s ages when they begin the fast differ according the interpretation of the specific Muslim sect. Some mark the age at 10, while others more generally state that the fast should be undertaken by any undergoing puberty. Those who have medical conditions that might be disturbed by fasting are usually not required to fast. Renewing one’s commitment to God is not only solemn but as well celebratory, and a typical evening meal will include sweet treats like dates or candies. The nights of Ramadan are meant to be joyous family times, just as the days are meant to be times of contemplation and additional prayer. Fasting during Ramadan, and breaking the fast at night, called the iftar, is a sacrifice to God. Muslims not only renew their commitment to God but also dwell on those who may through necessity forgo food on a regular basis, such as the poor. Fasting is thought to sanctify a person, but one does not derive spiritual benefit if he or she breaks certain Islamic laws. Hurting someone else, lying, being greedy, falsely testifying against someone, or denouncing someone are very specific sins that are thought to be especially evil during Ramadan. Part of this is based on the Islamic belief that Ramadan is a time when the devils of the world are contained and cannot influence a person to evil. This means committing a sin during Ramadan cannot be excused as demonically influenced. Instead, the person sins without influence and from the heart, which is far worse than sins caused by temptation of devils. The iftar is sometimes mistakenly believed to be a time when people gobble up their food and eat in excess to prepare for fasting the next day. Actually, meals before dawn and after dark should be light. To overeat would represent greed and thus be sinful.
by AyiE | 6:52 AM in | comments (0)
Revolution Flair, its a talent contest... well im not participating it... Hell no.. what talent do i have... but im puting this up because i was the one who design it! LOL... yea im proud of it... well its nt tat good... but at least i try... was just giving a helping hand for a friend of mind whom organise it... LOL... anyway for the past few days, ive been focusing on my work... work... and work.... saving money to rent a house.. LOL... wanna try to feel how its like to be literally independent.... so yea..... anyway im getting promote soon.... yea i knw its tat fast!!! yay me! hahaz, its a job well done for me i guess.... and oh ya.... sis cut my hair yesterday after i accidentally trim it wrongly.... here's her art work.. LOL..
Cool rite!! i knw... mohawk! and guess wat... thanks to her.. many ppl actually compliment on it... and nt to mention... they even touch my head to feel the shaved area.... LOL... haikle say mcm rasa nonok baru abes shave.... wakaka.... well i dunno if its true.... dun even wish to knw... Anyway wira anasir (kompang) have already merge with SPT (Stubborn Paradise Team) which i dun really like cause u knw... cutting are.. erm so the non innocent group... i am innocent u knw.. so yea.... it will be hard for us to recruit new member nw.... anyway this is a Identity card i design for my group...
haha dunno if others like it... so yea.... well i gtg... working in a few hours time.. so yea
signing out...
DAJ
Now I know that I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your?
And I know there's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change
So many bright lights to cast a shadow, but can I speak?
Well, is it hard understanding I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding, I get so weak
A love that's so demanding, I can't speak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
Can you see my eyes are shining bright
?Cause I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror and I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding I'm incomplete?
A love that's so demanding I get weak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say
I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
(How can I see, I see you lying)
'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying)
With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying)
Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying)
Asleep or dead!
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead!
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead!
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead!)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead!)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead!)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead!)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead!)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
The lyrics to the song....
Going back to the corner,
where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag,
I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard
Got your picture in my hand
Saying "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"
Some try to hand me money
They don't understand,
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense
What else can I do?
How can I move on
when I'm still in love with you?
Cause' if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
Then you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street,
So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
Policeman says "Son you cant stay here"
I say there's someone I'm waiting for if its a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground,
even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind,
this is the first place she will go
Cause' if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
Then you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street,
So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
People talk about the guy,
thats waiting in on a girl
Woooaah -oooh
There are no holes in his shoes,
But a big hole in his world
Oooooh
Maybe I'll get famous for the man who can't be moved,
and maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news,
and you'd come running to the corner,
Cause' you'll know its just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who cant be moved
Cause' if one day you wake up,
and find that your missing me,
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
(Cause' if one day you wake up,
and find that your missing me,
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street)
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag; I'm not gonna move
