i Think... i have insomia... i cant seem to sleep every night... Too many question running through my mind and also been having the same nightmare everysingle night... can u believe it? every night the same old nightmare and it seems to be sooo real..... haiz.... i've say prayers before i sleep as advice by most of my friends, i wash my leg before i go to bed and still i have the same old nightmare... here is what i have been dreaming...

due to my laziness, here's the short version of my nightmare: i was walking when a van stop infront of me and a guy drag me inside... was blind folder and i realised i was kidnap... by 2 or more chinese guys... they were speaking hokkien... they put me in a place that have been abandon by people and tie me up on a chair... after tat i felt sumthing sharp stab on my chest and that is when i can see my self being killed.... they then slaughter me and cut into pieces... i can literally see them doing this... as in my soul is out of my body and i can see wats going on... after tat, they send my head to my parents and then i woke up.... haiz.......

i knw its just a nightmare but everything seems so real... i can literally feel it when i was stab... haiz... anyway i got to go now... cya...

signing off
AyiE