I'm not really sure if this is a mood swing or not but i've been loosing my mood nowadays, Yea but the fake smile nvr fail to cheer up my friends and the campers. after 5 mths of being single, suddenly i feel so lonely, i feel like i'm trap in a small room with no windows and door... its not easy for being single actually but then ppl always say move on.... but how can u move on when u r not ready to move on? seriously... think about it... i've been skipping my meal and not wanting to socialised with people, the mood is just not there... am still waiting for my another half... U can call me despo for luv but no i'm not.... its complicated... well LIFE is complicated...
OK enough about me and my life...... niway am sooo tired... camps and more camps to come! tired but enjoying la at same time... just finish with Whitly sec, my FIRST solo as a GI and damn got a "WARM WELCOME" by camelot... hahaz... and sigh am seriously broke, still waiting for my pay to arrive! i can't seat at home la.... so saturday sunday pls ask me out sumone..... if i were to seat at home, i'll start feeling lonely again... sigh... well i guess gtg...
signing off
AyiE- leaving with a fake smile...
3 comments:
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Anonymous
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11:29 PM
Lah, kesian dier... dnt worry, kz. one day u will meet ur luv one... i mean not "one" day ar... hahaha. Chill, k.
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Anonymous
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10:39 AM
for so long we didnt meet.. i miss the good old days.. n i miss the time we had our 1st dance at u know i know...hehehe
u r never alone. u know where to go to when u need someone right. im always here for u... miss u zul
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Anonymous
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12:37 PM
Being lonely is part of life. That's when what you think and is thinking plays a part. Try not to think loneliness as loneliness. Meaning... don't use the word lonely whenever u're feeling lonely. Use bored to replace the word lonely. You don't understand? Nvm.. it takes years of maturity to understand.
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