what the hell is wrong with me??? URGH... wat a way to start 2007, this is just SUX, sux to the core... haiz, i feel so lonely, my pal say 'cakap ngan adik angkat kau la' then i simply told her tat he have another abang angkat and yes i feel neglected and ya jealous of course... i really one sumone speciall.... and special mean he or she belong to me and only me... i know it sound so selfish but tat is what my preference is... i dun like being neglected from the one i love, really i dun, i will feel tat i am a 2nd hand parties... haiz, how i wish i have sumone to hug.... i wanna hug shamini, kurniawan, huzainie, jia wei! my very very very close pal! i really hope they are by my side right now.... haiz.... i think i want to be alone... No stead, No god brother, No friends.... haiz.... to my adik afiq, i think u shud lose my contact and go ahead and have fun with ur abang azran or whoever his name is.... i think it will be the best choice cause i can't stand it... i hate to be jealous or to be neglected... i still haven recover from loosing sumone i luv and if this carry on, i think going nuts... well tats all for now...

AyiE