Heya ppl! haha, gawd i knw its been along time since i updated my blog and been receiving alot of complaint from some of my reader... asking me to update my blog.. lol.. okie here's an update for u then! ive been feeling happy and sad for the past few days, also got my self a new job and my masyam have been there for me when i need! hahaz
anyway, went out with masyam and friends yesterday... an outing @ sentosa! lol... was hoping to get sun tanned, but the sun never show up... lol.... u knw wat i mean... so we just laze around, play frisbee or knwn as flying saucer to masyam.. LOL... and mandi laut!.... was quite exhausted though.. lol... anyway im still tired and later on going st james! hahaz... well gtg...
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 11:41 AM in | comments (0)
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Visited bie yesterday, gawd.. i felt pity by just looking at him...but im happy for my self cause i make the effort and time just to visit him... and also got the chance to see his mom... hehee... bie, i hope u recover very soon aite.... well he gonna be discharged in like a few hours time and hope he will have enough rest....
4 more days to 13, counting down.....
luv u bie! Muackx....
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 5:28 AM in | comments (0)
in 2 hours time... my syg will be going through his operation, i shall pray for him for the best. i luv u bie... muacks...
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 5:14 AM in | comments (0)
I... am a cancerian... and this is the defination of cancer...
the sign Cancer is symbolized by the Crab.
Your sign's element is Water. Cancer is ruled by the moon
You are emotional, intuitive, sympathetic and moody. You enjoy shopping and visiting with friends. Cancer is sentimental, sensitive, and needs to have a sense of security. Cancer may be interested in politics even if it's only on the local level. You tend to over protect what is yours. Cancer is intensely romantic and has a vivid imagination. Your home and family are very important to you.
Possible negative aspects of the sign Cancer:
You can be cruel, grasping, weak, possessive, domineering, timid, lazy and tend toward brooding and cynicism.
My bf is a libra.... and this is libra defination.
The sign Libra is symbolized by the balanced Scales.
Your sign's element is Air. Libra is ruled by the planet Venus
You are naturally refined and neat. Libra has a strong sense of good taste and a desire for peace. Attractive surroundings are necessary for peace of mind. Libra is very fair and just and tries to maintain a proper balance. Libra is artistic, musical, level headed, sympathetic, perceptive and generous. Manners and other niceties are important to Libra. You have a strong need to share with others.
Possible negative aspects of the sign Libra:
You can be gossipy, critical, and bitter. You like to pry into other peoples affairs, and you can be very moody at times...
lol... signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 3:28 PM in | comments (0)
Ok... ive been a good boy lately by staying at home.. but HEY am always good rite? (watever eh ayie) Im jobless and been trying my best to seek for job but luck is always not on my side. Well i need money to support my self as everyone knws, im not supported by my parents execpt my brownie... but then honestly, i feel guilty for letting him tanggung my financial.. so things have to change... i gotta work to support my self, i cant always depend on him and i shall not take advantage of him. And also... im rather worried for him... well going ops on thursday and up till date, he is still not feeling well... haiz... rashes la, batok la, flu la...
bie.. pls take care of ur self...
anyway i miss those days where u will sms me before u mkn, sms me when u reach home, sms me asking if im alright and sms me good morning greetings... where have all those days gone? im not saying anything ... i just miss it....
and last night due to my lung infection... i gt difficulties in breathing sia... feel like asking sumone to shaft a blower in my lung and blow air so that my lung can be filled... LOL..and my chest was so painful like as if ive been shot by taurus 85 .38caliber revolver! yea... haiz.... get well soon ayie (am saying this to my self cause nobody is saying it to me) and get well soon syg and all the best for the ops..... Muackx... luv u soo much.... i knw u knw that....
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 8:50 AM in | comments (0)
If it didn't bring you joy
just leave it behind
Let's ring in the new year
with good things in mind
Let every bad memory
that brought heartache and pain
And let's turn a new leaf
with the smell of new rain
Let's forget past mistakes
making amends for this year
Posting you these greetings
to bring you hope and cheers...
Happy new Year.....
New year celebration with brownie was a blast! honestly I didnt expect my lil brownie to ask me out even though ive been hoping for it... lol... anyway watch fireworks with brownie and friends at the esplanade.... and im telling you, the crowd management there is totally sux to the core.. almost pick a fight with the certis cisco police officer... our belonging and friends are at esplanade and this stupid officer refuse to let us enter esplanade premises... wtf right? lol... and after the fire work... meet up with brownie tarian member.... they are fun! i like hanging out with them... lol.... make me laugh till my ball goes to my throat to shut me off.... lol... anyway my latest resolution for this year is to make this year better then any other past year.... and i start my new year with a happy one... and i hope it shall remain for the remaining years....
Happy new year to my brownie and readers..
and i love u loads my brownie... and thanks....
Here's the video of the firework.. god u can hear brownie saying happy new year no. of times... let us watch and count how many times he say happy new year... LOL...
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 10:37 AM in | comments (0)
To start our lives anew;
This time we’ll leap old barriers
To have a real breakthrough.
And then we’ll take one more,
Our unlimited potential
We’ll totally explore.
Everyone will be inspired;
(Hmm…while I’m writing this,
I’m getting very tired.)
We’ll read and learn a lot,
All our goals will be accomplished,
Sigh...or maybe not.
Its a mistake ive made that i'll never forgive my self, new year is here and i am really hoping to start everything a new.... ive made a mistake to my brownie and i've ask for forgiveness but up till now, i feel so different... i dun feel the same as how u treated me last time. you may have lost ur trust in me, u may found someone new... but u wud be still the same brownie that i once knew.
It will be a great loss for me if i were to lose u, is like a body without a soul... but for the sake of love, i shall respect the decision you have make if you have.
i find it useless crying every single night... but i just cant help it. everytime i look at the pic of us having fun for the past 2 weeks, i cant help it but to cry. Was hoping to celebrate the new year with you but it seems you have made ur plan and i shall respect it.
Everynight is a sleepless night, doing tonnes of reflection... shed gallons of tears... killing more brain cell as i think back on the mistakes that ive done to you.
I really love you bie, if i had one wish, i wud turn back in time to stop this. its killing me.
wish u a great new year dear.
anyway went to check up on the 29 of decemember and the result was bad. but who cares anyway if i were to die soon? im willing to sacrifies my 8 years spending time with brownie instead of alone... but i dun think god will grant me tat wish since things happen. but haiz... i will still live it up to the fullest... Doctor says im having a lung infection and years go by, i may have others organ failure till the day i die as my blood disorderness continue. like i say, who wud cares? My dad who hates me? My sister who supports my dad? my mum who only thinks of drugs? i dunno... i dun even knw if anyone out there stil care for me.... i dunno....
anyway as im posting this blog post i sheding more tears... dah bengkak pon mater... so i gtg..
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 4:41 PM in | comments (0)
Here's the latest update... christmas party at Gabby o is Cool... haha.. god i was drunk.. LOL..
well more pic coming up....
signing off
AyiE...
LOVE MY BROWNIE VERY MUCH...
by AyiE | 2:13 PM in | comments (0)
Haiz... im sooo nt in the mood for everthing la.... am pissed....
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 7:43 PM in | comments (0)
"Don't let go, keep holding on.
Don't say no, This isn't wrong.
I need you, and I can't forget.
This feeling that you make me get.
Maybe I should let go, and say good-bye.
But, we have a chance, there's no reason why.
Do you love me too? Or is it just a line?
A line to choke down with sour red wine?
The taste of your warm lips, crashing down on mine.
As our hearts and bodies intertwine.
They say you aren't right, but that's my choice.
They can't make up my mind, they can't take my voice.
So, I ask you now, I've made up my mind.
Do you promise and swear to always be mine?"
by AyiE | 6:43 AM in | comments (0)
Yesterday was an enjoyable yet memorable day for me and brownie.. hehe.. gawd everyday is a new day and exciting day.... making me feel very anxious the moment i open my eye from my beauty sleep.... My lil brownie is still not feeling well and im rather worried for him... brought him to TTSH yesterday and the doc says he have a throat infection and gave him loads of medication... ah amik ko obat... lol... and after tat went to makan at marina food loaf...
and u knw what.. nvr in my life i appreciated a guy sooo much like my lil brownie and there will be no way that im gonna take advantage of him... for he have help me alot... i can say tat he is a true guy tat ive been searching all this while.... cause he met all the requirement tat i have in guy.. lol... only thing is tat his puntuality... i can tell u... haiz hancur! ello bie.. i waited for u like 1hour 15min yesterday can? hahaz... but understand... org sakit kan... so tak leh di salah kan...
saturday going out again with brownie! weee.... and god knws where were heading to... always impromtu plan... lol....
k la... i guess i gtg.... to my readers... i knw i sound mushy on every sentence on my blog.. but i cant help it.... im deeply in love with my brownie
and as for my brownie..... ur sweet so pls take care of ur self and get well soon bie...
signing off
AyiE.....
by AyiE | 8:11 AM in | comments (0)
Am doing this out of boredome but with love.... lol... y am i editting his picture! urgh shud be editting mine! nt his! aiyo...
signing off
AyiE
Missing u loads bie...
by AyiE | 5:30 PM in | comments (0)
yay.... i have fullfill my new year resolution even before new year it self... which is to settle down of course... since im attached... there are a few promises i have to make to my self..... first and for most... i gotta die down on clubbing UNLESS my hubby is with me... cause urgh... there's still some guy asking my no. la and also flirting with me... and i feel rather guilty if i were to follow the flow... and knowing im attached... so yea.. gotta die down on clubbing.... also gotta stop logging in to my guys for men acct. cause i see no point of me logging in there since i gt my brownie... and oh ya... no more IRC for me... my funtime is over! weee~...
u knw wat bie... im happy with all the things i have now and with u around... im always feel secure and also feel beloved.... though u gotta improve on ur puntuality!! ahahaz...
and yea... ur going for ur ops on january... so please take care of ur self k...
There's not a word tat can describe my love for u.... oh gawd.... im so thanking him for making me knowing u... muackx.. luv u dear..
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 2:11 AM in | comments (0)
Oh gawd... my lil brownie make his effort to meet me after his work! im so touch... he sooo sweet la.... but kecian dier.... penat.... and damn he look damn hot la in his Uniform... hehee...
also mommy gabby'o is there.... mak ayam nyah.... slalu ader kan kalau anak ikan ader... wakakaka...
gawd my lil brownie so cute.... i can count my self as the luckiest person living on earth to have him by my side...
anyway am tooo tired... ill update soon...
Signing off
AyiE....
Loving my Brownie more as time pass....
by AyiE | 6:14 AM in | comments (0)
Gawd... been going out with my lil brownie since FRIDAY! and damn im enjoying every moment of it especially with Mommy gabby'o and zul t.m is around! well lets recall wat we did on friday... december 12.... hmmm oh ya... went to mustaffa center cause brownie need to look for his victoria secret body mist... lol... sampai ke mustaffa center kepe.... and as usual... he was late... well at least not 2 hours late! this time is only 45minutes!... lol... zul have to wait for him 30minutes.... Syg.. syg... ini lah org kater.... janji melayu... LOL.....
anyway after that... we headed to Bugis... and damn i was starving.... once reaching... we waited for rykle... but ended up... Mazlan came first.... (didnt expect him to show up) so we headed to the chicken rice stall to eat!
HEAVEN fell right on earth... finally get to eat.... so while eating... rykle arrived and my lil brownie go and fetch him at the MRT station.... after eating... we headed to Haji lane for our shissha session... and on the way... we waited for tini near raffles hospital...
and so we had our shisha session and gabby'o arrive at 1am.... and we had another shisha and ate some turkish food... LOL...
anyway we lepak till 3am and headed out to city hall to catch our night rider... and then home sweet home......
Well the next following day.... went outing with my lil brownie again... and then headed to club.... and yerp we are officially together! Weeee..... anyway by now... im already feeling lethargic... and yes am getting some sleep.... hehe... will update soon....
signign off
AyiE
by AyiE | 5:59 AM in | comments (0)
AFter 3years of single.... gawd i guess he have answered my prayer... he have given me once again the opportunity to love and be loved.... i finally found someone who i think im settling down with.... Though the guy im with is flirtatious.... but slowly i have to gain trust in him.... isnt that wat relationship is all about.... trusting each other.... and also being sincere, loyal and commitment must be presence in relationship... anyway the guy im with is Arief.... my cute lil brownie... sooner or later this blog will be made private to prevent any controversy.... anyway here is my lil devilicangel....
Gawd i love him...
signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 9:19 PM in | comments (0)
Yesterday was the most memorable and fun night i have... and i would really love to thank Gabby'O from the btm of my heart.... he who have spend his precious off day with me for more then 12 freaking hours la! tats the most wonderful thing tat ANY of my friends have done! Well.. we went out at 5pm... and then we headed home at 6AM! wow im telling u... i had a fucking great time! PUAS dok! Hilang semuer stress aku....Well we went jln2 from raffles city to marina square.. then off to BUGIS... looking for my boots.... hahaz.. and then impromtu plan... went to Haji lane and have shissha session la sey... gawd i got high while having the mix fruit mint shissha... lol.... how i wish arief was there.... i bet things will get erm... OUT OF CONTROL... lol.... we had 2 shissha.. one is the strawberry mint and the second was the Mix fruit mint..... also order potato wedge and dunno god knows what i drink.. it taste like hollic though... anyway we lepak at tat area till 2am and we decided to walk down to orchard road la.... trying to see the NIGHT life in singapore... and gawd i tell u... ITS boring la.... after awhile we got hungry again and we headed down to the coffee club at somerset.. which open 24hrs.... hahaz... order red wine and some food.... erm.... wait wat did i order eh... i forgot.... but all of this is with the courtesy of Gabby'O... my mommy... LOL... we stayed there till 4am and decided to move on towards dhoby ghaut.... our plan is to waste our time while waiting for the first train by lepaking at the fort canning... then we decided to go to istana park instead... and play with the pond... hahaz... very refreshing...lol... we chatted and share some of our problems.... and some of our experience.. erherm if u knw what i mean... LOL.... yea... and then we took the first train at 6.07am towards Jurong East... Gabby'o alight at toa payoh while i continue my journey towards Yew tee.... here are some of the pic.... we took... hehe
And oh ya! im suppose to meet my officer SSSGT Pek today at 10... but due to the outing yesterday.. i was soooooo lethargic and slep all the way till like wat 10? haha.. was panic at the moment so msg my lil brownie telling him im soooo late... and then i msg my sir.. lol....my sir say meet him after lunch at 2.. then ok lor.. carry on sleeping.... till 1... KELANGKABUT mandi and siap2..... at last i met him at 3pm la..... and this is wat he gave me.....
My dischargement letter and most important thing is my IC la sey!!! WOOOOT.. i got back my ic... anyway i was hoping my lil brownie to meet with me soon.. cause i missed him too much.. and i think im thinking too much abt it.... "RELAX AYIE... RELAX...."
well gotta go dudes
Signing off
AyiE
by AyiE | 2:53 PM in | comments (0)
Okok.. i knw.. its been a long time since i last blog..... hmmm.. melacca trip was postpone till next week i guess due to the celebration of Aidil Adha... Well... Before i begin posting... wud like to wish all the muslim Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha...
Anyway Hari Raya have always been a boring occasion for me.... i think i have to accept the fact that im growing OLDER... urgh.. tell me abt it... anyway took some pic yesterday... not many but a few... hahaz... well basically its either pic of me... me and my sis or me sis, mom and step dad.. hehe....
Yea tats me now! ugly i knw! hahaz....
Me and my family.. My step dad, Mum, Sis and me...
The siblers.. lol..
And a candid shot taken at Jurong East Interchange.. hahaz....
Anyway after visiting my mum hse.. decided to lepak with my friends... gosh waited for arief for bloody 2 hours la..... lucky gabby came earlier.... so went around vivo... hahaz... anyway seriously im lazy to type wat happen or where we went la... hahaz... sry u cant blame my laziness.. haha...
anyway... FABULOUS high school.. oh yea i will be there!!!
Guess WAT IM GONNA WEAR! u wont believe it! wanna knw? COME AND JOIN ME! hahaaz...
signing off
AyiE
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