Ok, today was a kinda fun day for me... hahaz, we laugh and laugh and laugh... hahaz, though sumone ruin my mood, but i'm still happy going out with Abg yan, Aee and Wan kecik... haha, it is so cool, nvr in my life feel so cheer up especially when wan was there, lol... he is one weird yet funny guy.... very hyper... hahaz and tis is the FIRST time i going out with him.... lol....yeap.. anyway i'll be using back m prepaid no. 9045 ****.... anyway, i gtg nw....
signing off
AyiE
Forget me Syz, just forget me, i dun even exist in this world....
Finally, after 2 weeks of preparation, 'D-Day' is finally here, the North View CCA Open house 2007 is finally here and over, thank god for tat... Everyone in the NVYFC902 report smartly at the range at 0730 sharp and then Yong Qiang proceed with the DEMO test Flight... anyway, the demo went smoothly as PLANNED, thanks to the choreographer.... hahaz which is me... LOL, but really, everything from A to Z, it goes correctly.... anyway i'm too tired to type now, how ever i have an announcement to make....
Yea, its only been a week after NEW year and the thought of killing my self is back again, I am so lost, confuse and lonesome... i'm not sure what got into me but i'm just not being my self... i know, suicide is not the answer to solve problems and nvr will it solve. Like duh, everyone knows that, but when ur stress, u the thought of suicide will always be there...
i make a big loss this year and i can't afford to loose anymore.... this is just sux, sux to the core... haiz, i gtg now.....
signing off
Ayie...
Hey, there's a couple of my friend who ask me, why is their blog load slowly, there are 2 main things tat may cause this "slow loading" to happen, ONE: if you put song audio in ur blog, u may discover that ur blog will upload slowly. This is because, the server not only have to load ur blogpost, but also ur tag board, picture and also songs! as all of us know, song file is not small... therefore, the downloading in slow. SECOND reason is because, many people AROUND the world is USING blogspot. THEREFORE, the server require time to load ur stuff. its like a MILLION people trying to go through one small door. so to prevent this "Slow loading" avoid putting songs in ur blog and erm... do u knw that putting songs in ur blog is against copyright law in singapore??? if u dun know, yes it is... in SINGAPORE, u may found code in other website stating tat putting songs code in ur blog is legal or whatsoever,thats only apply to other countries but not in singapore... yeap... tats why i stop putting songs in my blog too... hahaz... well i guess tats all for now...
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AyiE
Watever u abt too read, i think its true, abt me ofcourse...
| You Communicate With Your Eyes |
 When you say, "I'll believe it when I see it" - you really mean it. For you, what you see is a lot more important than what you hear. You don't take someone's words at face value. You judge people by their facial expressions, body language, and appearance. You tend to be quiet, but when you talk, you tend to make eye contact and describe things in colorful detail. |
| You Are 74% Peaceful |
 You are a very peaceful person. All is good in your world, no matter what's going on. Occasionally you let your problems get to you, but you generally remain upbeat. Your inner strength is inspirational - much more so than you may realize. |
| You Are 84% Thankful |
 You're an incredibly thankful person, and everyone around you feels very appreciated. You inspire people to be more optimistic, forgiving, and grateful. |
| Your Attitude is Better than 70% of the Population |
 You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you. |
Anyway, School starts today and today is obviously the orientation for the sec 1. Dunno why, like to see the kids in the new uniform... hahaz, they look cute and all of them have the nervous face.... anyway, went down to Woodgrove secondary school to help with the orientation (AYIE, GOSH U DUN EVEN HELP UR NORTH VIEW!!!) and it was fun.... making lots of friends especially with the Student Leader.. (SL, haha macam Suap Lidah) , after the sec 1 have tour and all... at 12.15, they came to the hall for LINE DANCING!!!! yeap... at first, all of them look not interested... then i have to bloody hell interact with them... haha, at last, all of them are bloody hyper and refuse to stop dancing.... EVEN THE TEACHERS!!!didn't knw tat line dancing is so bloody addictive... and guess wat, they wanna dance AGAIN later on in the AFTERNOON.... gosh.... and by 2 i get back and reach home at 3 and then i sleep all till now... and yeap i just woke up and gosh i have a bloody 12 hours of SLEEP, and damn my body is aching.... lol... well i got to go now... byez...
Signing off
AyiE
Still in love with u...
what the hell is wrong with me??? URGH... wat a way to start 2007, this is just SUX, sux to the core... haiz, i feel so lonely, my pal say 'cakap ngan adik angkat kau la' then i simply told her tat he have another abang angkat and yes i feel neglected and ya jealous of course... i really one sumone speciall.... and special mean he or she belong to me and only me... i know it sound so selfish but tat is what my preference is... i dun like being neglected from the one i love, really i dun, i will feel tat i am a 2nd hand parties... haiz, how i wish i have sumone to hug.... i wanna hug shamini, kurniawan, huzainie, jia wei! my very very very close pal! i really hope they are by my side right now.... haiz.... i think i want to be alone... No stead, No god brother, No friends.... haiz.... to my adik afiq, i think u shud lose my contact and go ahead and have fun with ur abang azran or whoever his name is.... i think it will be the best choice cause i can't stand it... i hate to be jealous or to be neglected... i still haven recover from loosing sumone i luv and if this carry on, i think going nuts... well tats all for now...
AyiE
Yea, i feel kinda lost actually... i lost sumone special, sumone who i used to sms everyday, sumone i luv... without tat sumone i am really lost, its only 2 days we have not sms and i feel it as if it was already 3 years... there's no point for me to look at the HP screen waiting for smses, cause i knw tat sumone special won't msg me again.... cause its over... believe it or nt, i am starting to miss that sumone special, more worst then the australia trip or ur cameron highland trip... i just want u to know tat i still care for u... u may say 'watever bitch' or anything harsh abt this post, but i ain't lying... it's all from the bottom of my heart... and i wish you all da best for 2007... muackx...
Signing Off
AyiE
ok, so the Countdown start from 10 to the 5, 4, 3, 2 and 1 and YEAP... its 2007 and thinking back.... gosh i had my dinner LAST YEAR? hahaz... yea, its new year and i hope every thing will be new... and i hope i have a great start for 2007... yeap.... done alot of erm... so call reflection.... yeap.... and i hope i dun make the same mistake as i did last year....
ok enough abt new year thing and now have to think about my life.... anyway, i love the new people in my life.... yeap! and i will treasure them.... hehe... and my dad is getting a new wife soon and mean! GOSH I'M GONNA HAVE A STEP MOTHER??? hahaaz... she is nice though... very motherly.... and guess what? she is from THAILAND and now she is in THAILAND.... hmmm if i'm not wrong she is in HAT YAT, thailand.... hahaz, my dad been doing overseas call and the last bill was $1809.... hahaz... and also often travel there to see her.... hmmm.... if i'm not wrong, she have her own CAFE there.... and i hope she will have her own cafe here in singapore so i can work... hahaz.. anyway i guess tats all for now.... HAPPY NEW YEAR....
ok, for the past few days the internet connection here sucks due to the Earth Quake which strike Taiwan.... and talking about tat, it make me worried cause my friend is currently in Taiwan and hope he is alrite.... anyway, last thursday actually went to Woodgrove secondary school and teach the student leader how to do line dancing and hell yea, we have a lot of fun! was happy to hear that they actually enjoy my dance lesson? wakaka.... yea we dance from 10am to 2 pm with a lil break in the middle... i thought them how to do the swivel dance, texas rodeo dance, rookie rock dance and the swaving line dance.... wanted to teach the Atomik Polka dance but then its a bit complicate.... and on the first day of their sch, i have to teach 315 sec one student!!! can u imagine tat? me on stage with Mic and talking and teaching the SEC 1 to dance??? gosh... feel like backing out but what the hell... i enjoy doing dance so.... i think i shud go for it..... yeapp! hmm.... what else shud i blog? any idea? anyway i really miss my secondary school friends, not to mention hanging with Sham, Kurniawan, Huzainie, Ghup, Nicholas, Zul, and most of the NCC and Girl guides members... hahaz.... haiz.... really miss those days....and hearing tat mr mohammad is leaving nvss, its a sad thing... i mean, i know many ppl may hate him, but he is the best i can say, he may be fierce and strict, but deep down, he is actually friendly and kind..... yea.... gonna miss he too..... well.. tats all for now..
signing off
AyiE...
Yay, yesterday watch the Flyboyz with Sham, Wan and Rul... hahaz, I knw, this is the Second time i watch and well... i dun mind watching it for the 3rd time, it's really a nice movie. Erm, abt my blog title, High but low in mood, yes indeed i was high yesterday, ask wan and sham.. wakaka, but then my mood was been disturbed so i was high yet low in mood.... and cause of that, got migrane and fell sick, and as i type now, i feel that my head have been hit by a trailer... anyway, i got a new adik angkat and YES i'm happy abt that... hahaz, k la... my head is in pain nw.... so guess i update it later....
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AyiE
i was happily listening and downloading song when suddenly My computer shut down. DAMN, my download almost complete and the stupid electric get cut! hahaz, my first thought was tat my dad didn't pay the electricity bill but then my neighbour come and ask me if my house got a power trip too... hahaz so yea the whole building is black out, next i receive calls from friend who live in the other estate, and yea 1/4 of singapore island got power trip.... and for 45 mins without electricity, pity to those who are in the lift cause its not working too... LOL... anyway, tats all for now.... and JASON buy for me souvenior when u get back from TAIWAN!!!
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AyiE
Okie2, i knw, its been a long time since i update, well yea i'm updating my blog now... anyway watch flyboys the movie and yea its great, not only tat, it's AWESOME, gonna watch it again, anyone else wanna watch with me? hahaz, seriously, i like the dogfight, it is so cool and the Squadron name is Escadrille Lafayette, though i dun have any idea what it mean, but i kinda like the name... here is the Logo...
Its a Red Indian, representing Warrior. According to Legend, if they put the picture of the Red Indian on their plane, they are consider as a Knight of the Sky... Anyway, i also created my own squadron team for North View YFC.... here's the logo...
I call my new Squadron the 'Aviateur Intrepide' Meaning the Fearless Aviator. hahaz...
Well, i guess tats all for now.... gtg
Signing Off
AyiE
Hey guys, me here wanna share u my fav. song... hahaz, the title is
We live in singapura... enjoy... hahaz... hilarious...
Yepp... it's me... i'm back from Australia guyz! yippee.... anyway, i like the temperature in australia.... it's so cold, unlike singapore mate! hahaz, gosh i'm beginning to talk like an austrlian... wakaka... anyway, australia is so dry not humid like in singapore.... i prefer humid not dry.... hahaz... Well, australia trip is cool and fun, i like the australian way of life... anyway, 5 of us under the aeromodelling unit get selected for the trip and together with other 6 from ppl... and i tell you, this is the FIRST time the cca get so closed with the PPL.... u see, usually we have this mindset saying, if u r PPL, u r in PPl and if u r in Aeromodelling, u r in aeromodelling.... we dun get along.... but this time is different... way different.... this time we even have party together... hahaz, that's a great thing! and make friends with them.... we exchange our own experience in syfc... yea... anyway, my friends have not yet upload all the photo so i won't blog abt wat i do in australia till i get the photo.... okie now... i gtg....
Signing off
AyiE....
Gosh, really... i look SUX in the camera! hahaz, anyway today was the shooting for the new kids Show called 'Mini Bas' and hell, all the kids there are so CUTE and yea i got a GROUP hug from them, awww.... i feel so happy when they give me the group hug! well wadya expect, they only 6 years old u knw and really cute! i remember all their name, Ain, Haziqah, Fitri, Daniel, Arman and Amirah... hahaz... yea only 6 toddlers... LOL... the producer Pat, she is so damn friendly and hahaz the director, he is so cool with me and the kids... lol, his name is Uncle Dzul while the rest call me Abang Zul (ITS LIKE FINALLY I OWN A TITLE!) lol.... then we have fun playing and building planes and all of the kids enjoy it but like i say, i look SUX in the camere and therefore i'm not gonna watch th episod that i'm in! LOL.... and dun bother asking me when will it be shown cause i will NEVER tell anyone when it will be aired! hahaz, and one more thing, didn't know that acting can be so tiring.... hahaz.... well i think that's all for now! byez!!!
Signing off;
AyiE
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Gosh, Yesterday i complain about tiredness today i complain about boreness! seriously, for whole day i have no freaking idea what to do.. lol, anyway i cant wait for my trip to Pearth Australia but somehow or rather, i dun wish to go cause i miss my love one and all the CB ppl whom i close with.... but if i dun go i have to pay for full course which cost over $6000... so i have to go... anyway for those of u who want to fetch me from airport on 10 dec, my flight no.is QF71 from terminal 1 and will arrive at 1500 to 1600hrs so u gotta check the Arrival and departure board or go to http//www.changiairport.com to check.... well i guess tats all for now...
signing off;
AyiE
Hey! I know! this blog seems DEAD a few months ago but it's all up and running now and i can ASSURE you I'LL UPDATE LIKE NEVER BEFORE (like real) haha, oh well anyway just wanna tell you that i just came back from my Mount Belumut Xpedition and i lost my GLASSES! URGH! Now i'm simply blind... getting contact lense soon i guess cause erm thats the cheapest! hahaz... oh well going to Australia this coming MONDAY! going to Flight Training School at Pearce then off to the RAAF airbase.... cool rite? yea be back on the 10 december.... those wanna fetch me... erm go ahead.... my return flight No. is QF71 but i do not know what time i landed in singapore... so do check at the Website yea! hahaz i mean the changi airport website.... hmmm welll i guess i GTG....
Signing Off;
AyiE
